KgtK 7: What we have already attained.

Two posts in one night. I know, I know...

So, the only Bible I've read in three weeks has been Philippians, and I am stuck on 3:16. "Only let us live up to what we have already attained." What does that mean? I know so freaking much, but very little about how that would apply to the people I am around now.

I'm not sure I know how to be a Christian outside of Christian community. This is probably because we aren't really supposed to be outside of the church, but still. When I'm not a little or big or regular sister in Christ, what am I (to other people)?

I have that verse, and True Story (written by a Korean!) floating around in my mind. I'm trying to do the whole holistic gospel thing (love people, love G-d), but what does that look like when need isn't obvious, or the obvious need isn't something I can (or other people want me) to meet?
I hope this is a time of preparation, cause I can't think of much else I am doing here, except for fooling around (in a non-sexual way) with Derek. If G-d makes me speaking Korea and Spanish an integral part of my future ministry, I'm going to cry. That would be too good. I didn't ask G-d about learning Korean before I started, and even though I prayed a lot about coming to Korea and felt ok about it, there is still that nagging doubt that this isn't what I'm supposed to be doing.

I also wish NSO would plan itself, cause I really don't feel like answering my e-board e-mails and finishing up with NSO. (Why to NSO when you can go to NRB? (No-Re-Bang (Karaoke)))

I think I'm going to ask Paul if we can do a little English Bible study next time I go to Anyang so at least I'll have some fellowship. And I'll try to get off my kiester soon and do some thorough attending to e-board responsibilities.