Yesterday

I'm watching the korean drama Sweet 18 and its about two people who are in an arranged marriage and fall in love. After their first fight (husband trying too quickly to get her into bed) he gives her a gift. He gives her a real gift but he also says something like "I'm giving you my time as a gift. And my patience. I will wait for you and not pressure you." After a fight caused by his self-centeredness, he gives her his selfishness. And theater tickets.

Now thats a husband.

Also, I feel like thats how things should work with G-d. I don't do what I'm supposed to because of sloth. So, I give G-d my lazyness, and also something practical. Like by doing what ever I was supposed to do in the first place. Or maybe some sort of fast, or time in worship. Giving Him something He would enjoy and delight in.

See! k-drama isn't all bad. If only I could stop watching love stories and actually be in one :(. I know, I know. A. Let G-d pursue me and be my sweet heart and B. Let G-d write my love story and wait for His timing.

I just wish His timing was yesterday.